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July 2011

43 posts

Hello my fellow humbling stalker friends! (I kid) I’ve created a new page and actually went through hundreds of pages to pull up a nice compilation of a good portion of my posts on this Tumblr. I’ve only arranged the one that has some sort of “meaning” to it; posts that can be used as evidence to confirm my sanity or the lack of. So I did not gather my entries which dealt...

I’ve been having pretty depressing dreams every night. I’d either get killed or have a dream in loneliness — no one else is there. It’s honestly starting to get to me and I don’t usually care about dreams too much. Work schedule had not been implemented yet. Catherine is pretty good! Though there’s this sudden huge difficulty jump on level 6-3. I’m stuck...

(AKA LittleBigPlanet 2’s theme if you...

On The Subject Of Art...

I’ve talked about art several times in the past on my Tumblr. I do not visit deviantArt as frequently anymore but today I decided to go to the forums to see if there’s anyone I can help out with when it comes to anime or Digital Art. Then I was faced with the feeling of disappointment when I read some of the threads. For some peculiar reason, young’uns and even people of my...

I don’t know guysssssss… But I don’t like blatant raunchiness. Really. I don’t find it attractive at all when people, teens or young adults, use suggestive gestures (“Y” sign over mouth with tongue sticking out, sex positions etc.) for photos or others to see. Is it really silliness? I think not. Can I blame the manipulative media these days for convincing...

raianxionsin asked: LOL, yeah, I have a lot of stories about Koreaboos and Weaboos. Of course, I'm not asian, and I do love and appreciate asian culture--But that's because I actually appreciate the entirety of it (not just entertainment). It's kind of funny, but I think if they got they looked at the cultures outside of Anime and Kpop, I think they'd be mighty butthurt to find out what the...

So yeah, I won’t have a life for the next month. My brother’s got it even worse. :[ Due to my father being a bigot and a violent person, I’ll be working a lot. And I will probably not be able to see Hunter for a long, long time. Our schedules will conflict to the point it’s impossible. That sucks because I was going to help him sign up for classes. I’ll be working...

Why I Don't Like You

Dear Anonymous, You were a prick in Middle School. Though inevitably I liked you for years, I realized how stupid I was. I suppose we are in separate pages now. To be honest, a part of me fears the fact that maybe someday I’ll meet you again. I wouldn’t know what I’d say. You knew a part of me that others didn’t back in Middle School. I hated myself back then and I think I...

Triple Triad + Selling

I just won myself a fantastic deal on several Triple Triad cards from Final Fantasy VIII by contacting the seller on Ebay. I’ll be receiving four Guardian Forces cards! Two of them are my favorite summons: Shiva and Leviathan. I’m also getting about ten duplicates (scenario/character cards) so I might sell those off later. They aren’t actually playable Triple Triad cards...

mysticxradiance asked: You know that Harvest Moon DS Keychain you found me? Well, I see another one on Ebay going for $30! The one you found me I got for under $7. :) Thanks again!! <3

red river blue: I hate rude customers →

harvestgirlb2n64: I truly believed the family at the table next to me was complaining about their food and service just to get a free meal. For example, the family complained about the service. I thought the service was great and we had the exact same waitress. Secondly, the father of the family complained that… I just read this post after a small hiatus from Facebook and Tumblr. This...

I hope you guys aren’t mad. But I’ll return replies tomorrow after work. ;.; There’s really no excuse. I’ve just been avoidant and paranoid. Bitter. To the point where I feel like cutting all ties with people. But I know that isn’t good. :< So yeah, I’ll need more time. -_-

Before Final Fantasy for me was Harry Potter. Like really, who would have guessed? During Elementary school, I was obsessed with Harry Potter. I drew fan art of Harry Potter, wrote notes about Harry Potter, and everyone knew me as a Harry Potter fanatic. Seriously, I was so crazy about Harry Potter even the teachers knew about it. Despite being such a huge fan (and I’m still a closet fan),...

mysticxradiance asked: I didn't win the Harvest Moon black cat plush. :'(

mysticxradiance asked: Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush! Harvest Moon cat plush!

But I totally nailed the demo for “Catherine” and died twice in the demo only due to clumsy controls. (I pressed X when I thought it was to climb up but instead dropped down and I accidentally pushed a block off the ledge instead of pull.) I’m surprised some people had some difficulties with the demo. I’m totally going to try “Normal” or if I feel masochistic,...

For the Catherine demo that’s coming out today. But the PSN store is so slow in updating their stuff. Demos usually come out at night. :[ (But the 360 already got the demo! Lucky kids!) And so, I’ll just spend the next few paragraphs to fill up this entry by saying how much I like it when they are willing to kill off characters you use in RPGs. Like seriously! It’s ridiculous...

mysticxradiance asked: This comment is regarding your tumblr post "Catherine." I'd write it in your reply box, but stupid Tumblr only let's me write 3 sentences before I run of characters (and I suck at summarizing). So I'm writing here :)

I've heard of the game Catherine. I hear the story is good, but the gameplay is difficult (i'm sure it won't be difficult for...

Yeah originally I had something else written here but I decided to not be an asshole. But basically, my brother knowingly dropped my Persona 3:FES game onto the carpet and didn’t pick it up. I heard it fall and the CD is right in front of him and he didn’t bother. It pissed me off since I’m delicate with my games and usually he picks that shit up. But I decided to not be too...

In other news! I’ve been playing Persona 3:FES again. :3 I just love it when I gain a new level in a social link and the chant music begins. I always lift my hands up as if I am a godly entity (and chant along or say something such as “GOD HAD BESTOWED ME WITH THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP!”) I swear, if the Persona world was real, I would be hanging around with many people all the...

I Work With Shitty Customers

Sorry, I have to get this off of my chest. I’m not exactly in the greatest mood anymore due to… A) Work B) Customers C) Something else that pertains to work. D) Maybe another stuff that pertains to work too. E) WORK. So on Thursday I had the worst run-in with a costumer yet. A bitchy chunky lady (who waddles) complained about the pricing of our food. Now I’m not being...

mysticxradiance asked: I sorta found a Harvest Moon black cat plush.

Tumblr is being lame and is not letting me put the link stating that, "questions cannot contain links" -.-. Anyhoo I searched on ebay the term, "Harvest Moon plush" and it showed up.

It's a Harvest Moon plush set and the cat is included (5 stuff animals are in the set). The shipping is really...

Drastic Changes: Ideals VS Reality

Welcome the two versions of yourself: the idealistic you and the real you. Surely, everyone has an idealistic concept of themselves. And of course, there must be a real you because well… Cogito ergo sum (link) Both of you exist as the same individual. Except one is what could be, and the other is who you really are. What motivates us in our daily long-term ambitions is our drive to...

Falling Over Myself.: ancientwhisper replied to... →

hatemelovemekissme: Oh my God Cindy, you should have seen me. It was ridiculous. You know, I never really fall for like celebrities, and I rarely admire them. I admire their actions, I suppose. And I like looking at hot guys. BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS SEE THAT MY PICTURES ARE NOT PORNOGRAPHIC. Just really really close. Lol Man, I wish I didn’t know certain people. It would make life a lot easier. I...

Falling Over Myself.: ancientwhisper replied to... →

hatemelovemekissme: ancientwhisper replied to your post: ancientwhisper liked your post: Confession [3.00]:… No worries! I read everyone’s posts. :D ♥ I usually “Like” the ones that I really enjoyed or admire/agree with the person’s thoughts. :3 I don’t have your ability to read people (I do it poorly),… XD Awww no need to fangirl. Haha ♥ Your honesty is a beautiful side of you in which I...

Nothing Accomplished

Today (or should I say yesterday?) I accomplished nothing. I thought we were supposed to have some nice family time; maybe at a nice restaurant or something, but that didn’t happen since my parents have business to do at the workplace. So my brother and I remained starving at home until eight in the evening since they promised us lunch. It was not good. (Yet with all the starving, I still...

To new followers ~ I write about my life a lot and ramble about whatever comes to my mind. If you really dislike huge walls of text about someone’s thoughts/life, then I would urge you to unfollow me for your own sake. Thank you! So yeah ironically, I don’t have too much to say. I feel like fishsticks these days. I’ve never eaten fishsticks before. But if you were to ask me...

Do I seriously personally know five people with birthdays today? Holy crap. That’s like 99% of the friends I have. LOL NO I’M JUST JOKING

blondieeascanbe asked: Cindyyyy!!! I love reading your long post, they sound so smart XD
I have no clue what they are about T.T but i love reading them X3

I’m pretty positive that many people can relate to this due to the Dunning-Kruger effect. …Have you ever felt that you seem to have a higher level of thinking than most people? I’m not speaking of a linear system of thinking acquired via senses. I’m not necessarily speaking of intuitions either. It’s more of… the ability to evaluate the translucent...

Pretentious Lemon Monsters

At work, we have regulars. We have the dandy ones and we have the… not-so-dandy ones. I’ll call them the “shitty customers”. Among the shitty customers we have, we have the “bitchers”. What they do is that they bitch everytime they come in. Something is ALWAYS wrong with the tea. There’s ALWAYS sand in the rice, and the Chicken is actually pork. To them,...

raianxionsin asked: I love it when you post long things because I can always find myself deep into your thoughts and opinions. You have a beautiful way of thinking. So I thought I'd give you a topic I'd like to hear what you have to say on. There is an interesting rumor going around that Battlefield 3's preorders have exceeded Modern Warfare 3's at Gamestop. Gamestop doesn't officially...